We didnt win grrr

Feel so sad I thought we stood a chance ...... we didnt win the competition, was hoping it would kickstart me to get my business going, deep down didnt think we would win but was still really pleased with the way things went makeupwise. Now I need to just get on with it and kick my ass bigtime. Haven been playing with selling on ebay but need to get that going properly now and find a supplier and also need to get this freelance makeup artist stuff under way. Someone somewhere kick me hard to get me moving LOL.