I havent posted much this week but it doesnt mean I havent been thinking lol. At the moment I just seem to be lacking inspiration for everything, I wake up in the middle of the night quite motivated to do stuff then by the time morning arrives I have either forgotten or the motivation has gone hehe. I did though decide to give myself a good kick up the ass, so on friday I started a diet, yet another one, but I have lasted 2 whole days hehe. I sorted through a lot of my makeup too and although I have so much I have now made a conscious decision to have things not tested on animals, I always did try before and was pretty good but I must admit when I saw a particular colour I wanted I just went and bought it anyway. Now that is going to stop. For my own personal makeup 99% is not animal tested but I realised that my under eye cream is made by Loreal so I now have to find an alternative, Im sure I will find something even better anyway. Even my shampoo is going I spent ages reading the long list supplied by PETA and Pantene is tested so bye bye Pantene. I do feel a bit of a hypocrite though as I take an awful lot of medications but with that I have no choice I either live if I take them or die if I dont and sadly for me there is no contest!!
I have also started going back to eating mostly veg and fruit and so have spent hours trawling the internet for great receipes and boy have I found some and while I was trawling along the way I found great blogs too lol. So as you can tell I sort of got sidetracked reading blogs, listening to music and generally being just lazy.
I also have changed the way I look just a bit, my eye makeup has been looking a bit hard lately I thought so have gone back to my old look which is less on the eye and more on the lip. Although I must admit less on the eye still looks quite a lot but I was happy with my trial run this morning. I really have tried to get motivated and I must start going back to ebaying, I used to make just a little bit of money when I used to do it but somehow even that has been sidelined. I feel as though my purpose has sort of been halted and I have no idea why, and only I can change it so change it I must. If I tell myself it enough times I will do hmmm.
I have also started going back to eating mostly veg and fruit and so have spent hours trawling the internet for great receipes and boy have I found some and while I was trawling along the way I found great blogs too lol. So as you can tell I sort of got sidetracked reading blogs, listening to music and generally being just lazy.
I also have changed the way I look just a bit, my eye makeup has been looking a bit hard lately I thought so have gone back to my old look which is less on the eye and more on the lip. Although I must admit less on the eye still looks quite a lot but I was happy with my trial run this morning. I really have tried to get motivated and I must start going back to ebaying, I used to make just a little bit of money when I used to do it but somehow even that has been sidelined. I feel as though my purpose has sort of been halted and I have no idea why, and only I can change it so change it I must. If I tell myself it enough times I will do hmmm.
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