Saturday, 21 February 2009

Grrrrrr Grrrrrrr Grrrrrrr

Havent posted for a while and there are reasons one is happy reasons and one is unhappy reasons. Finally after a long time together partner and Iare getting married, he asked in the most of romantic ways whilst washing up and said "Do you fancy getting married?" I carried on typing on msn to my freind in the states and said "Yes if you want" LOL. I thought he was joking but he wasnt ..... so the happy day has been booked for March 14th. Have got the dress already, took me a while to locate it but I finally did, its black lace with a sort of honey coloured satin underneath, knee length and very pretty, not my normal style at all ..... but its exactly as I wanted it to be. AM doing cake myself, got decorations for it this morning, hopefully it will look nice, have got loads of ideas if what I want it to look like ...... hope I can recreate the look I have in my head to the actual cake hehehehe. Basically everything is sorted even down to the music but I am having trouble in locating "Wonderful Tonight" by Eric Clapton, I want a particular version and the only one I can find is with lots of clapping on it at the end and I dont want that, and unfortuntately my technical knowledge is not good enough to know how to edit what Ialready have. Its going to be a small affair just close family bout 11 in all and we are just going down the pub after for a meal ..... a nice sunday roast on a saturday hehehehehehe. Oh by the way rings are gorgeous too. ANyway thats the good news hmm now the bad ...
Partner lost his job on Wednesday ,...... he leaves for work at 5.30pm and about 4.00pm he had a call .......dont bother coming in there is not a job for you anymore. Well to say we were gobsmacked was an understatement and have since been makingphone calls here there and everywhere trying to sort the mess out. Its unbelievable anyway one thing its a good job wedding was already paid for otherwise cant see how we could have afforded it, luckily though it was only a small affair, my mum bought my dress as a pressie anyway bless her and I was already going to sort out my own cake. Half of me in just in a trance and the other half is mad,at the moment im in the trance so no doubt this post is boring I feel sort of dead inside though happy the wedding is still going ahead. Have lost that spark and feel really tired at the moment grrrr grrrrrr grrrrrr.

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