Ramblings of me on a sunday hehe

Havent spent as much time online as normal just have had too much to do with partner losing his job and wedding to sort out, I just dont know where the days are going to. Im getting so very tired all the time as well Ill put it down to stress, but have a rearranged appointment tomorrow at the Heart Hossie so should know whether the old ticker is working the same, better or worse. I hope its working better and this is just a phase so watch this space LOL.

Wedding is moreorless sorted its only one week 6 days away now, its second time for both of us so its a quiet affair. My dress is lovely its black lace, rings are gorgeous both very plain white gold bands with diamonds in, we collected them friday and they now fit perfect. Ceremony information has been handed in again nice simple ceremony with some appropriate words at the beginning and a lovely modern reading to be done by my mum if she doesnt lose her nerve. I dont know why she is worried cos there is only 11 of us there and she knows everyone LOL. The main problem has been the music still havent organised that we just cant agree on it at all, the songs we love we find the lyrics arent appropriate so will have to work on that. All we have to do is find 3-4 songs I certainly didnt think it would be so hard. We are only going down the pub afterwards for some food and even that is all organised, landlady is going to do a sunday roast on a saturday for us and put all candles on our table so it should be pretty as we are in the conservatory overlooking the garden. Im decorating the cake myself so will be doing that next week I only hope it turns out ok, doubt if anyone will eat it but hopefuly it will look pretty at least, at the moment Ihave visions of an utter mess, its hard to translate thoughts from your head sometimes to actually seeing it being done and like I know with makeup sometimes the best ideas just dont work at all!!!! Other than that Im sick of typing out letters and complaints and stuff to companies just dont know how we are going to survive financially, my freind wants us to go to America to stay with her for a while but is hard dont want to leave my two babies behind and cant afford to take them with me either, am going to try and get their rabies injections done asap but its all money money money, good job wedding was paid for otherwise I think it would have all been different I wouldhave just gone in got married and told everyone afterwards!