Im stillplaying about with Polyvore its taking my mind off stuff for the time being. Tomorrow is the hossie checkup, my Cardiologist in the morning and the Pacing Clinic in the afternoon to be downloaded lol. I will see if the wires are still embedded in the right place .... I so hope so ..... I dont think I could go through all that again. I remember when I had it implanted I wanted to leave the room but seeing as that my arms were
strapped down on the operating table it just wasnt gonna happen hehehe. Im going with a friend and luckily she is driving to London, she is a confident driver and we can have a good gossip on the way. Im treating her to breakfast or lunch or whatever but she seems to be keen on taking me to a gay place in Soho at some point.... I think she is hoping to see someone nice!! I am actually glad Im not going on the train I have just become so nervous recently, I went out to get a few groceries this morning and as soon as I got into the queue my legs went wobbly and I felt awful. I cannot stand lots of people .... so tomorrow will be interesting. Im hoping this is a phase that will pass or go back to me being able to deal with it but at the moment its beginning toget on my nerves and I really really hate it. I dont know which is worse, my damn heart or this damn panic!!
Anyway the outfit just posted is what I have in mind to wear tomorrow as its cold and wet today and its supposed to be the same tomorrow. I need clothes which can easily come off .... for the ecg and xray and pacing check ... just in case you are wondering hehehehehehe.
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