This and that and questions.

Well I have nothing to say but lots to say.  Every morning I wake up I am full of ideas for my blog but when i actually get to sit down to write they immediately fly out of my head. So today I am not sure what I am going to be talking about probably just bits and pieces and in no specific order.

Hmmm did you see the recent verdict delivered on Amanda Knox regarding the Meredith Kercher murder hmmm that's all I can say I really don't know what to believe but I do think its not right that someone can benefit from lucrative deals for their story when there was always doubt of the original conviction and the poor Kercher family have nothing but a dead daughter.  I know maybe some people will say she was unlawfully imprisoned and she should be compensated but ........ I have my doubts that's all I can say something somewhere is not right and I don't know what!

Today I have to say I made my best curry ever lol even though I say it myself.  I made a beef balti with peppers, green beans and a tiny bit of beef.  My secret ingredient other than the spices I normally use was some Turkish herbs and spices in a paste given to me by a fellow blogger I met up with last year ...... thankyou Ayak it made all the difference.  All I want to do is eat it, there will be hardly any left for anyone else at this rate and I will not be getting any thinner lololol.

The weather here has been gorgeous for this time of the year I cant believe it reached 28C in October and I have been making the most of it sitting outside mostly.  Today is it a bit cooler with spots of rain but I think temperatures are supposed to drop to our normal October ones and I will be moaning I am too cold soon

I want to wear a dress but I have not got a suitable one to wear, I don't know why I want to wear one but I do !  I will have to go on a search for one one Ebay as I have no money to spend on one from the shops that's for sure.  I'm thinking of tiny flowers or tiny print then I can wear it with my boots and a nice thick cardi. 

I'm getting less panicky than I have been but its a bit of a struggle to regain normal behaviour hahaha is like all the recent times have come together and hit me and knocked me sideways.  I even feel panic washing over me when I am driving my car in traffic or going to the supermarket, but I am working on it big time.  I had to give myself a good talking to but I think I am getting there but it will be a slow process.  Baby steps that's what I say!! 

Dex my little dog has been naughty as usual with his toiletry habits and I have been working so hard with him I'm still stuck with what to do.  He wont always go at night outside before I go to bed and sometimes he will.  Sometimes whether he goes or not he will then pee and poo in the kitchen.  Wow how unhygienic.  Ive tried everything.  He is a sneaky little buggar lol.  My last resort is to put him in a dog pen at night and I really don't want to do that but we cant carry on like this.  If  I don't sort him out he will never be able to stay with anyone else in their home.  If anyone has any more ideas I will be so grateful, I have tried all he ones given to me so far but nothing seems to cure the problem. Luckily my other dog is perfect.

Lastly my damn laptop is playing up I type and the writing comes out several seconds after I have written it.  The fan is going all the time and it wont do what I want it to do. I am sure it needs a complete overhaul.  I am now getting totally fed up with it as this has taken me an absolute age to write.  I can stand no more so I bid thee all farewell til another day bye.