Pay no attention tot he Girl behind the Smile

Today I found this site and especially this article http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/chronic_illness_feelings/ and although I don't have the condition the person in question suffers from I totally understand where she is coming from.  Today and for the last few months  I have been feeling so frustrated with a) my health condition and b) the fight I am having with a UK Government body.  Apparently according to new legislation I'm now miraculously cured, hmmm what they mean is we want you off our list of statistics.  Strange that I thought I had a potentially life threatening condition!!  When I was  first diagnosed I had a full time job but my company didnt want me back (obviously breaking the law) because of my condition!!  Well recently its got to me big time and I loved this article because of the title "Pay no attention to the girl behind the smile - what I wish people knew about me"  No one on seeing me thinks there is anything the matter whatsoever and I get so sick of feeling so guilty that I cant do stuff and I have to explain why.  I like being being me pretending there is nothing the matter and giving a super happy exterior but today and recently I just haven't been feeling the lurve hehehehehe.  If the article interest anyone please see the other article called http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory-written-by-christine-miserandino/ its brilliant.