Down and Out

I re-read some of my blog yesterday and it has got very boring, I seem to have lost any pizazz I have.  Its happened in real life too so no doubt it follows with the writing too.  I had something happen to me recently, which at the moment I dont want to talk about, but it has made me feel rather flat and weird if you get my meaning. I function in day to day life but I just am not right I have lost a lot of  enthusiasm for things, though one good thing is when Im stressed  I lose weight and it is happening which Im glad cos I have put on a few pounds over the last year which really need to go.  Im still sorting out my wardrobe and really just wearing things that look good and that actually go together rather than a huge mish mash of things.  I have done the same to jewellery, I got brave and threw out all things that are broken and that I wouldnt wear in a million years and they are all neatly put in those plastic see thru boxes you use for food containers hehehe.  However today I look (minus the hairstyle lol) and feel like Margot from The Tenenbaums and it is not  good  lol.