Furious and more furious

Am cold and a bit angry today.  Have just come back fromthe Crematorium on the anniversary of my Dads death.  I took my Mum.  We went into the Chapel of Rememberance, looked at the Book of Rememberance, put some flowers in a vase, had silent thoughts and left.  Thats the pleasant way of writing what happend!!  In fact we did do all that but in the very small room which is Chapel of Rememberance a crowd suddenly barged  the door open and shouted "Whats in here?" , bearing in mind it states what it is on the door!!   Our nice quiet peaceful time reflecting gone, how disrespectful, I cant even say oh it was young children and they didnt know any better, it was full grown adults of varying ages obviously waiting for a funeral to begin.  It even states on the door "This is not a waiting area".  I couldnt believe it a small room about 12' x 10' suddenly noisy and being basically used for waiting just cos it was cold and wet outside.  I am still so mad my poor Mum we were in and out in less than 5 mins not really time to think and on the anniversary of my Dads death.  To top it all I parked in the car park which is for Disabled Peeps and Funeral Directors and when we were leaving a funeral car came in couldnt wait for me to leave and started to reverse, and to reverse into the smallest space you can imagine right next to my car, it wasnt even big enough for them and I had to toot my horn to stop them hitting my poor little mini wtf is the matter with everyone.  It was a disabled space and they even a) didnt mind hitting my car and b) if my Mum hadnt have already been sat inthe car how would a disabled person have actually got in the passenger seat.  I am absolutely furious!!