Slowly getting back to normal ...... ish hahaha.

Im getting used to the no makeup look now and I quite like it, though today I have put on some mascara as this afternoon there is a meeting, about the demolition works, being held at a neighbours house.  Im going down but not staying long, just long enough to put my complaints to the Councillor who is coming.  This morning they started at 6.20am would you believe and yesterday they were burning god knows what and black smoke was absolutely pouring from a bonfire, you would have thought that there was a building on fire and the smoke was so rancid.  They have no permission for anything whatsoever and dont care about anyone at all.  I rang up the council this morning and the man on the end of the phone said to me...... Have you tried walking down to talk to them about it?  WTF.  Yeh like Im going walk down and confront them myself.  Other people have tried and got no where so how a come a 5' 1/2" tall short ass with a dicky tikker will make any difference!! It makes my blood boil!!!  Anyway back to the makeup.... I have always been a sort of full on makeup but understated look woman, I try hard to make it look like I have not tried hard lol .... now im sort of realising there is no need to try hard at all hahahaha.  Im just slapping on a bit of moisturiser and under eye cream, a smidgeon of black mascara today and red lips ... well I should say muted red lips and thats it done and dusted.  Nail varnish is all off it chipped without me even doing anything so Im now back to nothing .... my nail varnish must have been pretty crap!  My scar is getting better and not so painful now at all and tomorrow I go to have the stitches out.  My head seems to be the problem though I go very vacant and cant focus  properly ....... some may think no change there then hehehehe.  Ithink I just want things to be better too quickly and life isnt like that slow but sure i think is the way to go but as ususal I am too impatient with everything!  Im not feeling like eating mega amounts which is good cos I have lost some weight and that makes me happy, I think its cos Im not temped to touch any crap food it doesnt hold any appeal to me whatsoever at the moment.  All I seem to fancy at the moment is something small and healthy.  Its weird how the body reacts to anything that happens to it whether it be small stuff or big stuff.  Its taken til today for my system to feel remotely back to normal even though I still feel very tired.  Its like my brain just wants peace at the moment ....... maybe really its not a good idea to go to this meeting today, but at least I got my ICD should I get too worked up hahahahaha.

There once was a speedy hare who bragged about how fast he could run. Tired of hearing him boast, Slow and Steady, the tortoise, challenged him to a race. All the animals in the forest gathered to watch.

Hare ran down the road for a while and then and paused to rest. He looked back at Slow and Steady and cried out, “How do you expect to win this race when you are walking along at your slow, slow pace?”

Hare stretched himself out alongside the road and fell asleep, thinking, “There is plenty of time to relax.”

Slow and Steady walked and walked. He never, ever stopped until he came to the finish line.

The animals who were watching cheered so loudly for Tortoise, they woke up Hare.

Hare stretched and yawned and began to run again, but it was too late. Tortoise was over the line.

After that, Hare always reminded himself, “Don’t brag about your lightning pace, for Slow and Steady won the race!”

I wonder if its something we all need to learn sometimes or be reminded of from time to time ... me especially !!!