Dreams

I cannot believe I haven't posted since 11th November.  I just don't seem to find the time at the moment its not that I don't want to or anything.  I seem to have inspiration in the middle of the night then in the morning I cant remember what I wanted to say, I really need to write things down.  Last night I had an absolutely terrible dream it frightened me absolutely silly.  I can remember I was admitted to a psychiatric unit and no one would listen to me and just told me to take pills and I said I am already taking loads and they said well one more wont matter.  I googled the tablet I dreamt about and it was a real tablet an anti psychotic one ..... spooky or what lol.  I remember falling off the trolley onto the floor and slid along the floor into a room full of beds and people in there saying "Oh at ??? time  we have a session on how to learn how chop heads off" I also remember being in an old house of mine some 20 years ago with my now dead ex father in law yet it was present hubby who had me committed lol, he just walked in dropped me off then walked away.  My dogs were the same ones as I have now though and I was mad that I couldn't see them.  I also tried to talk to the nurses and they wouldn't listen to me and told me to go away and said "you don't matter you have heart failure!"  I wonder what the dream meant, it wasn't nice at all and was very vivid I can remember it in great detail and I couldn't get back to sleep for ages!   Maybe I'm just watching too much NCIS lol, trouble is I am so in love with Mark Harmon I just cannot resist.