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Thank goodness I feel a lot better today .... have been feeling so so tired in the last week no energy to anything at all.  I didn't feel ill or anything just so tired and I was worried the old tickker was playing up as I was a bit breathless as well.  I don't think it can of been because the breathlessness has mostly disappeared and I'm not as tired as I was.  This is the trouble with me when I catch something it affects me badly I suppose its cos the heart governs our whole bodies, but it always makes me get a little scared.  Anyway I must be feeling better because I actually tidied up my wardrobe this morning and now everything is back in order, colour coded and I know where everything is ... except my favourite black jacket and I cannot find it anywhere, this happened last year,  god knows what I do with it!!  Diet has resumed and I'm determined this time, I have worked out all my menus and timing of my food, stepson has been seeing a nutritionist at the gym where he goes and has been told what to eat with what and over the last 6 months he has lost weight and completely changed his body, hes one hell of a mean machine now.  He altered it to go with what I can do and its not going to have the same effect but I am hoping it will help me to lose that bit of weight I have put on so lets to hoping. With me its sticking to it I don't normally last,  but, what with sorting out my wardrobe and realising how many lovely clothes that I have that are just that little bit too tight it will give me an incentive.  I'm so glad I have over the past few months got rid of things that really don't work for me or suit me because at least now I can see exactly what I have and it makes me happy.  Its haircut time next Wednesday so that will be good too so I am back to trying again to give myself the almighty kick up the ass that I need.  I have still found time to make my jewellery and its going good hopefully soon I can advertise it, name of business all organised finally finally.  Sons website is up and running now for his bike ride from London to Brussels for The Cardiomyopathy Association, I keep asking him for it and he promised before he went out training today that I could have it to put on here but, as usual he goes off without doing it.  Hopefully tomorrow you never know!  Stepson is half way to Australia at this very minute think he is probably at Singapore for refuelling lucky bunny going for 3 weeks to visit a friend of his.  Oh well Ill go back to dreaming I am somewhere warm and hot ....... hahahahahah sat next to a radiator!!!